Twenty Eleven

So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom. (Psalm 90:12)

I was writing today's date that it dawned on me this was going to be the last day for writing '2011'. It's hard to believe that the year is ending. I can look at this year and say it has been a year of 'seasons'. Indeed, a year of seeking and waiting, of weeping (a lot) and laughing, of keeping and casting away. All in all, this year was a good year. Trials, transitions, joys, growth, and all.

TRIALS

The unexpected theme this year.

And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; and patience, experience; and experience, hope: and hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us. (Romans 5:3-5)

The biggest trial of 2011 is undoubtedly the search for a house. It began in March and continued throughout the year. The above verses have brought me back to God over and over again in times of weakness. I earnestly sought God's blessing in this matter but wasn't quite prepared for how tough it was! Through all the house inspections, research, unsuccessful offers and everything else that has been given to my portion I really, really thank God for this trial. It's been extremely draining both physically and emotionally - God has truly been my rock through it all. This year I have learnt more about waiting on God - that He strengthens those who wait and helps us to be patient. It is so true! His wondrous grace is so endless and available through prayer and obedience to His will. I trust that God allows trials to happen for growing my faith. No matter how heavy my burdens are, God's with me and the Atonement will heal my broken spirit.

TRANSITIONS

Mostly work related. New team, new training, new role, new manager, new education, new responsibilities are some of the transitions this year. Really thank God for seeing me through each new environment and for all the blessings undeserved. It has been a memorable year of work and a blessed year of productivity because of God's graciousness.

JOYS

This past year, has been that, a year of joy. The Lord caused my hart to rejoice in the marriage of two friends, in the fruitful fellowships I've had and other events too many to list. Reading through the New Testament has also been a source of joy. The Word of God has been my teacher and oft times a timely encouragement. I thank God for helping me to read the Bible, there are many passages I don't understand. I look forward to another year of learning and time with God.

GROWTH

All of the above has grown my faith. I am growing (little by little), because God is at work. In the year to come I pray to live more faithfully in my daily struggles.

2012 stares me in the face. Another year is closing it is not the end. My work on earth is not yet completed; there is more to accomplish for the Lord. More spiritual homework and room to grow in loving the Lord.

I know not what is coming. But it is coming. May I usher in this New Year with faith, trust, and thanksgiving. Thank God for seeing me through thus far, and for giving me all I need to move forward through the days, months, and years ahead, until the day He comes to take me home.

Blessed New Year and warmest wishes for 2012 to all of you. Let's all grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ!

God bless ♥